Monday, December 17, 2007

The Low Man....

These words keep ringing in my head... They stay on like a scar in my brain,, like and incureable virus in blood...

'Love aint easy to find,
but what you
have you aint gratefull'


Haih..... Was I being selfish? Was Iwrong or was I right?

Questions & questions...


'My eyes seek reality,
My fingers seek my veins,
There's a dog at your back step.
He must come in from the rain.
I fall 'cause I let go.
The net below has right away.
So my eyes seek reality.
And my fingers seek my veins.
The trash fire is warm.
But nowhere safe from the storm
And I can't bare to see
What I've let me be
So wicked and worn
So as I write to you
Of what is done and to do
Maybe you'll understand
And won't cry for this man'cause low man is due
Please forgive me
My eyes seek reality
My fingers feel for flame
Touch clean with a dirty hand
I touched the clean to the waste
The trash fire is warm
But nowhere safe from the storm
And I can't bare to seeWhat I've let me be
So wicked and worn
Maybe you'll understand
And won't cry for this man'cause low man is due
Please forgive me
Please forgive me
Please forgive me
So low the sky is all I see
All I want from you is forgive me
So you bring this poor dog in from the rain
Though he just wants right back out again
So I cry to the alley way
Confess all to the rain
But I lie, lie straight to the mirror
One I've broken to match my face
The trash fire is warm
But nowhere safe from the storm
And I can't bare to seeWhat I've let me be
So wicked and worn
Maybe you'll understand
And won't cry for this man'cause low man is due
Please forgive me
Please forgive me
My eyes seek reality
My fingers seek my veins'
Maybe we should not look for the logic or reason in things, but instead just let it happen....

2 comments:

Senity said...

说到底你只是没有勇气去面对自己、面对问题!别再为自己找借口了,既然选择了放弃与逃避,就不要期求原谅。也请你不要再给我许多无谓的借口,因为这只会让我对你更失望。不要以为自己很伟大,牺牲了自己成全了我。对我而言,你只是在存心愚弄我!欺骗我的真心诚意!我的心痛与不甘你永远不会了解,因为你根本不懂爱!

我恨你!恨你一手粉碎了我好不容易重拾的信心;恨你把我的真心当狗肺一样蹂躏;恨你一直以来只是把我当成玩偶,玩腻了就丢掉!恨你狠心砸碎一切!!!

放心,我不是要企图了解你,也不可能会了解你;既然你这么逼切要离开,我会跑得老远的,不用担心会再看到我!

fingerstorm said...

hmmh... interesting comment... if only i knew what it meant..