missin...

You are the best thing that has happened to me recently,

you give me reason to look forward with much belief

Whenever I hear you speak, I wanna go on,

To do what I thought i'll never do before,

your words drip the sweetest note like a honeycomb,

They make my heart feel like i'm already home

You make my life bearable

And the kindness you've shown is near unbelievable

Nobody has shown that kind of warmth and interest

That you have shown to me, not to talk of the rest

I look forward every passing day

To the day i'll see you smile to me again..

I miss you...

Yes even though its only 14 days....

trust...

Trust, earned or lost

Do you have it from the beginning?

Do you earn it?

Does it take long?

I think trust is earned and lost

It must never be questioned

For questioning trust is questioning your friend

if you have to question your friend, did you ever really trust them to begin with?

Will you ever be close to that person again?

Will you ever hear their secrets?

How will it ever be the same?

They might not ever fully trust you...

I know how this feels

I have lost people's trust many a time before

People have lost my trust

Why on earth dont they trust me, why on earth dont I trust them

I wished we could, but the past just seems to haunt on...

Falling Slowly - Glen Hansard

I Dont know you

But I Want you

All the more for that

Words fall through me

And always fool me

and i cant react

And games that never amount

To more than they're meant

Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home

We've still got time

Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice

you've made it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me

And I cant go back

Moods that take me and erase me

And I;m Painted black

You have suffered enough

and warred with yourself

It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home

we've still got time

Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice

You;ve made it now

Content....

Whoa..... cant remember much during the last two weeks...

All I know is dat have been up and down Singapore many times.. HA hahaha... I;m the new unpaid driver! DAMN!!!

STYLO SG seems to be kicking of well, the first leg would be the prelude launch on the 1st of August in HKL..

So work = 8/10 hahahaha fo rnow.. hope it would be 12/10

Relationships... well I guess that goes better... hahaha

Me and that certain someone have decided to give it a try.. so we are on 'probation' hahaha Doink!

Its funny, how in the initial stage, she would say, NOoooooo, dont wanna be involved, because of too may uncertainties in life, dont wana get hurt bla bla bla..

And me still being there, well as the saying goes, ... (Whats that saying again).. somehting about always being around and the heart grows fonder hahahaha..

Anyways yeah.... HAHAHA

Well... its still a bit difficult as there are some people around that would like to dictate my life. weirdos!!!

'Dont date her' , 'I dont have good feelings', 'she is too young for you'.... GOD!!!! Whats up with you people....!!!!!

You dont even know her, how can you judge???? STUPID!!!

None the less... I am living my life and those who have their opinions.. well .. Fuck Off!!

HAHAHAHAHAHA

Anyways.. yeah.. Am contente for now, I am happy being with her, Happy doing things for her, Just happy with her presence... 

Oh boy... I think I'm in Love!!!

Feelings of uncertainty

Uncertainty is a term used in subtly different ways in a number of fields including philosophy, statistics, economics, finance, insurance, psychology, sociology, engineering, information science... and our very conscious...

I know someone who had this thought of uncertain death.... and flash that she would die. Today in fact. 5th July. and could even describe the manner of her ascertain death...

I worry for her... I offered to come over cause I heard she was down... She asked me for what..

I have no reply....

I wanna be around someone I care about.. I wanna be there for her... but haih... I dont think she wants me around..

Maybe my uncertain death is coming... death to the heart... again..

Stylo Singapore

Just got back from countless meeting in Singapore...

Been driving like for 20 hours over two days...

Meetings was good...in my opinion.. S

Scheduled for the 26th of September... 

Got to fly down on Monday for a 9.30am meet there and then come back.. then drive down on wednesday and back on thursday... ARGH!!!!!!!!!

Macha...

Macha.... the nickname that the usual suspects had given to my ex housemate...

This is his story...

He moves outta my house, 

Still has my keys, cause i did tell him if you ever feel lonely call me and come over

then he goes.

So i thought.......

One day i come back, and he sits in the hall... I keep quiet.

as far as i recall, I did say call before coming. weird.. don't think he understands english..

anyways, Leisa has some alcohol stored over, and his visits gets more frequent. the alcohol depletes....

CHEAP BASTARD!!!!

he then does the worst thing ever. He backstabs me to his bosses who know my boss very well. That was the last straw for this fuckin loser.

Changed my locks. Don need to tell him anything. Dont owe him any explanation.

What kind of loser is this????