Grateful?

How can someone say you take them for granted?

Wut is being taken for granted?

its easy for someone to point a finger and say something,

its easy to say someone is childish. very.

They say to heed your own words, but yet they do not understand even the meaning of what they ask...

for example;

you sit on my table, then ignore me, like I aint there. then you feed the person, again like I aint there.

Then i go for a walk, your friends then sit in my place, I come back to move my stuff, I suddenly became like a complete stranger ..... AT MY OWN TABLE!. then i move my stuff of, and apologize for being there?

WTF?!

fine....

I wont say anything, cause if I do, its me being childish right? fine... 

anyways, thats my frustration for today... what;ll be next I wonder?

more than timings...

Apart from bad timings... its even worse when someone says they are gonna do something, then be all hyped up about it.. then just forget about it..

IT VERY VERY Annoying.. especially when someone has already bad timings, dont keep to appointments, can you even trust them to get the job done?

A lot of ppl are full of talk, but as the organisation NATO.. No Action, Talk Only.

A lot of ideas, a lot of talk, but NO follow through..

Haih.. frustrating aint it?

These ppl are wut I term as, things along the way with no back bone... (a bit long eh)

They have no vision, 

They dont plan for anything for the future

They claim they want to do a lot, but there;s always something in the way

They wont work or be focused as a result of no vision

They are always full of excuses, to try and justify something..

Weird...

timings...

Why do people commit when they cant?

Why do people over promise but under deliver?

Why do people set a time and yet not show up?

Do they not know that they keep others waiting?

That they keep others expectant?

Why all the hype but no action?

WHY? WHyY WHY?

I've had people say they are downstairs (my office is 2 floors up). So I go down, they are NOT there. Then you cal them then they say their parking. Then you wait another 10 mins, call them, and guess wut? They wont answer their calls. Then they call you back and say, 'oh, i was in Bangsar Shopping Centre, thought your office was there' (My office is in Telawi BTW). Then they rock up 1 hour later.

DO YOU KNOW HOW FREAKING FRUSTATIING THAT IS??? and the best part, he wants to see me to do a business deal, AND its the first time meeting me. How professional.

Then other times, you get someone saying they are coming at 2, and they will hurry, but at 4pm, you still dont see them. And then you ask them and they say 'you still in bangsar?' What kind of no brainer is that???? I mean, you supposed to meet me in Bangsar, and then you ask me where I am, when you are already 2 hours late?...

I personally feel, there are 3 reasons for this

1) They are just indisciplined and lazy.

2) they are compulsive pathological liars.

3) they dont give 2 hoots bout other ppl cause they seem to think they are better off.

Whichever the reason is... .. If you find yourself in this category, DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!

ITs not that difcult to send a text to say you'll be late or something, rather than keep quiet and wait for the other person to ask.

If you have a problem with timing, DEAL WITH IT! People dont have to get use to your late comings. It only shows how unprofessional you are.

"Things could be worse"

If you thought your life was bad or shitty, things could be worse.....

Your wife turned Lesbo, your daughter's a slut

Your son, Richard Junior, likes dicks in his butt.

Your boss is an asshole who thinks you're a jerk.

You'd rather be beaten than show up for work.

The bank has foreclosed on that dump you call home

There's less hairs on your head than those stuck in your comb.

Your car just got reposed, your daughter's with child

Your dyke wife informs you, divorce has been filed.

Your dog got run over by the neighbor you hate,

and you know its your fault for not closing the gate

Just when you thought your life could'nt suck anymore,

you discover your dick has an open sore.

You go to your doctor who just shakes his head,

so make the decision you'll better be off dead.

But the only pill on your medicine shelf,

that you can OD on to finish yourself

is a bottle of Viagra, so you take every one,

waiting for death, but experiencing none.

Instead of those damn pills ending your life,

your dick just falls off, increasing your strife.

SO always remember, whatever your pain,

whatever your problems that drive you insane,

Someone, somewhere is worse off than you

In the overall picture, your problems are few.

NOW, shut the fuck up and get me a beer!

This Life

Day in Day out

Morn comes, a new day is seen,

From my humble abode I go into the wolf's lair

And there I will be for the next freaking 16 hours or so per freaking day...!!!!

Is this what I want?

Is this the life I choose to lead?

To not have a life out of my weekends?

Dinners are cancelled, plans are cancelled,

Friends become acquaintances which in time will reduce to just mere strangers

Many roads lie ahead, many paths are before me,

which one do I choose? What do I do?

We can speculate the end point, but we cant think of the journey.

A decision only I can make for myself, why burden others with this questions, fool I am to think theyd care.

Something I must think hard about.

The choices I choose to live life by...

Decisions you make...

Many decisions I have made in my life, may steps I made in life..

Spoke to Poodle bout my career steps throughout the years...

Leaving Hilton and working somewhere else, getting paid less

then leaving there and getting paid even less

then leaving there and getting paid even less... but connections and growth here are limitless..

But then what is it al about? A choice between job satisfaction, and money...

I obviously chose satisfaction... I may not be making the money I want now.. but I met someone very special to me, I am glad I amy all those moves, if not I would not have met her. 

I am content with her, and this chain of events, just lead me to her.

you know how they say 'when you know, you just know'... well i knew when i met her..

What makes you?

Someone once asked me, " What makes who you are today?"

I guess its pretty much a discussional / debatable topic...

Some would say ' your past'...

Who you are today is how you were brought up, is through all the things in the past, is they way we as human beings adapt with our surroundings and past, and circumstances that has lead us here today..

Some would say ' your future'...

      I'd say the same too.... why?.. I dunno... hahaha

Well I would say, your determination of your future constructs who you are or rather must be for the future, 

In an example, If i'd by next sunday, I will give you a year long fully paid holiday to travel the globe, you naturally would really look forward to Sunday, and wrap up everything dat needs to be done throughout the week, thus, this coming Sunday, s affecting how you are today, like wise, when dat year is up, and the following week you are back to your normal routine life, you start feeling a lil sad, again the future, changes how you are in the present...

What would you say?

Someone once told me, 'In order to achieve big things, first dream big' - Conrad Hilton, the founder of Hilton International ( I guess he forgot to inform his grand daughter... but then she may dream of other big 'things')

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