to know or not to know....

What which would you prefer?

To know and be hurt?

To assume and cause yourself mental torture?

To ask and not believe?

To act upon your assumptions and maybe screw things over?

What would you do?

Californian Curb Kick

Hmmh.... something I dint know existed actually does.. and it even has a name.

'Californian Curb kick'

To curb : the act of 'curbing'. Slang for a horribly disgusting way of inflicting damage/and or causing death.

It involves someone open mouth biting on the corner of the curb so they are open jawed across the cement. You then stomp on the back of their head causing their jaw to split open across the curb.

Commonly the results would be, massive reconstructive surgery and dental work, if not death.

If you see that guy again, you probably cant recognize him, but if you dont know where he is.... he probably died..

Interesting....  What would case someone to inflict or receive such an act..

Days of our lives...

"Has what you done in the past have in whatever way improved your quality of life?"

These words was taken off the movie 'American History X'... Some scenes depicted in the movie have struck some parts of my mind, some buried memories that come alive.

Memories that should have been buried, its weird that at the point you do things in life, you don't see the extend of how wrong or right it is... but when you see it through someone else.. it strikes much more..

Sometimes when we are young, we do stupid things, things that would haunt us for the rest of our lives, some people would have regretted their actions some will not, but for those who did, I thank the world to some extend that they would give us a second chance to redeem and prove ourselves...

but for the rest... well too bad...

Another quote I like..

"History is a people's memory, and without a memore, man is demoted to the lower animals"

Malcom X

Id, ego and super ego....

Interesting theory..

The brain divided into three parts, the id, the ego and super ego.

The id. Pleasure

The part which wants only pleasure, without though/conscience. Total opposite of the super ego.

Like a new born baby, it does not know right from wrong, it just wants to have fun. Without thinking of the norm of the world.

The ego.

Caught in between the id and the super ego. The part with conscience. It wants to satisfy the id and at the same time the super ego. It is the part of us that wants to be norm. The part that wants to fit in the world and what we learn as is right

The super ego. Total opposite of the id

The father figure, the one which wants to be right..

I'm bored.... and I miss her... :-(

A Prayer....

A prayer for the stressed!

Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,

the courage to change the things I cannot accept,

and the wisdom to hide the bodies of those people I had 

to kill today because they pissed me off

And also, help me to be careful of the toes I step on

today as they may be attached to the ass that I may have

to kiss tomorrow

Help me to always give 100% at work

12% on Monday

23% on Tuesday

40% on Wednesday

20% on Thursday

5% on Friday

and help me to remember...

When I'm having a really bad day,

and it seems that people are trying to piss me off,

that it takes 42 muscles to frown but

only 4 to extende my middle finger and tell them to Fuck Off!!!

Amen

missin...

You are the best thing that has happened to me recently,

you give me reason to look forward with much belief

Whenever I hear you speak, I wanna go on,

To do what I thought i'll never do before,

your words drip the sweetest note like a honeycomb,

They make my heart feel like i'm already home

You make my life bearable

And the kindness you've shown is near unbelievable

Nobody has shown that kind of warmth and interest

That you have shown to me, not to talk of the rest

I look forward every passing day

To the day i'll see you smile to me again..

I miss you...

Yes even though its only 14 days....

trust...

Trust, earned or lost

Do you have it from the beginning?

Do you earn it?

Does it take long?

I think trust is earned and lost

It must never be questioned

For questioning trust is questioning your friend

if you have to question your friend, did you ever really trust them to begin with?

Will you ever be close to that person again?

Will you ever hear their secrets?

How will it ever be the same?

They might not ever fully trust you...

I know how this feels

I have lost people's trust many a time before

People have lost my trust

Why on earth dont they trust me, why on earth dont I trust them

I wished we could, but the past just seems to haunt on...